nyaa~~

i've gone crazy juz by watching korea movies..huh!!
i can't believe that i can cry juz by watching that thingie
ugh!! uwekk!!
i also juz laugh by myself...
if people see me like this they'll just think that i'm crazy...
how can you do this to me?!!

i'm a kind of weirdo

hey....haha..maybe it'll be kinda weird
for ya guys to here..someone like me...
a 14 year old girl...had hang out with her friends
for the forst time of her life without her mom by her side today...
hahahahha.that's not weird ok...
and as a matter of fact..i'm that girl...
haha..i' was kinda scared at first..
but thankz to ma bff...i felt secured...
hmmm..that's for today...
ja ne

14th march

hey all....just came back from ma...BFF house~..
we did...well..nothin to be exact!
wuuuu...
but i'm tired...
hmmm...
wierd huh?
nothin but tired..
well not that tired actualy..just somethin that i wanna write...
well.....we were sleepin..then suddenly eizzah's phone..ma bff name..vibrate and woke me up yow...
and i was like -.-

still in da sleepin mode..and then.. bla bla bla
yada yada yada...
i'm home......
this is the day of 14 march..huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

ma not realy that ok results...

huhuuh.....i only got 4B and 4A for this test...
i can't concentrate.....
it is so damn anoying cuz i know i can do better than that!!!but i can't!!!!
ugh..i just wish that i didn't go to that camp!huh!!!



but ....the camp actualy was...erm...should i say...cool??
maybe....
its kinda rough and exciting..
hurm...not a very good combination don't ya think??

miow!!!!

arh!!i'm so damn damn damn damn bored!!!
i got exam the day after tomorrow..until thursday....
huh!!!
study study study!!
damn !!
anyway i can delay it cuz i have to go to a camp..for 4 days!!ugh!!thnkz god!
i can't bear living at school any longer!!huh!!!
anyway..i realy realy don't think that this post has anything to do with the title ....hurm....

homework

argh!!!!!stresssssss ...my teacher is killing me with the so many homework that they've given to us.i hate it....it sucks....homework all the time can make genuises turn into robot.anyway we're no robots,we're human so we need to have some relax and don't overwork our selves..the teachers at my school never stop giving us homework everyday...there's mountain of it.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

test

test is so frustrating .after answering it you have to wait for the result then,have to make billions corrections...i hate test the most

my true selVES

people don't know me well.they thought i'm such a goody girl because i always laugh.i never get angry at them.it just that i don't want enyone else to know the real me.well people know me as ember sakura nabilah.thre's a reason why i take that name it is because i kinda have three personality.
well ember is for anger.whenever i am angry ember will come out.the person that my friend see when i'm angry is nott me.it is ember.
for sakura is happiness.when i'm so happy i'll turn into sakura.she likes to laugh alot.n
as for nabilah is the blurr part of me.i always get blurr because i'm nabilah at that time.
no one know about this.this is just my little secret,they can never accept me like this.so i have to keep it a secret.

guys

one boy that is okay with me.i appreciate that very much.he is well older than me and kinda know how to treat me.he even say that he likes me but i can't accept that b'cause he is to good for me.it is kinda shocking because i am actually totally horrible.you can say that i am the most not good looking in the class.and i have so so so many weaknesses.i just can't believe that he actually like me.well i don't believe it either actually.well he is kinda good looking actually.hihihihihih.........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.anyway i don't want to have any affair when i'm still in school.it is kinda disturbing.well anyay i'm kinda emotional you know.i'm afraid that i can no llonger stay as frien with him.even now we do feel awkward to talk at school.we just chat through facebook.and that is kinda hard you know because i'll have to wait for him to be online and that sucks.well now i can see him as my best friend.because i can tell him what i fell.well not all of them but istill can tell him some of them and that help me loosen a bit my pressure.well there is only 5 people in the class that know about me and him including well....me and him..but i'm still not sure wether he actualy like me or not.and another things that i afraid is to break up.taht is the most scariest thing ever.and that is why i never even date a guy.i've never like them either.well i do have crush when i'm still inprimary school.i like him for 5 YEARS.that was a very long time.know thatt i think about it again ....i feel so stupid.i like him since i was 8 untill 12.that was atotal suffer for me.know i realy hate him.he is one of the guy that i hate.

the guys that i hate:

R.I.P
kebab
kim jun(malaysia
jun poyo(malaysia)
billy goat (malaysia)
jin hohohohoh(malaysia)
jin hohohohoho's older brother (malaysia)


realy i just can't understand why all the girls like them so much.they're just a bunch of idiots.argh!!!just remembering them make me sick....blegh

i hate boys!!!!!!

kiter tak suke ngan sume budak laki tak terkecuali......all of them are just the same.they don't ever know how to appreciate you.i just don't understand them.they seems like they don't care for the things that they say.argh!!!i hate this kinda guy the most.they just don't know who iam.if they know they wouldn't ever do this to me.!they're just one boy that is okay with me.

test..................

wahrgh!!the exams is just around the corner.i'm so scared........huh isn't there any body outthere that want to help me?????please teach me..i'm kinda dumb.but all my friends seems so calm.its like that they don't care.argh so stress with the homework that is so'tinggi menggunung'i'm so frustrated.argh.my heart is so empty..........huh not agood time to get a boyfriend huh?i realy don't want to have any bf when i'm still studying.it will make me loos my concentration.a crush is kinda okay though.h,mmmmmmmmmm

my head is spinning

i'm so tired thinking about my school work now i have to think about this lovey dovy thing.argh so stress.somebody come here and help me

his secret crush

i asked my friend who he likes...it was realy funny actually...i've tried so hard to know and at last he said he likes me(it is so obvious that he was making fun of me)....i'm asking for the truth but he keep lying...hmmmm........now i'm waiting for the real answer so i can congratulate them....hahahaha hopefully

argh!! cheater

could you imagine that there is a guy from nowhere chat with you for half an hour and say he like you.it is so insane......this are the type of guys i hate the most.isn't it obvious that he was juat doing it for fun?i don't know whats up with them.i realy realy hate that kinda guy...........

me crazy

argh!!!today nabilah is going crazy....!
so many assignmenrt to do!!and i'm still doing nothing while reading manga.hahahahha
so bengong.kalau my frends know....mmm i'm so dead.hahahahaha

HELP!!!!!!!

arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!my lil sis and bro are driving me crazy!!!!!!!
help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people always know me as `happy go lucky' that is just the outside me......
i don't know what or how is the inside me...
i'm still searching for it......
hope i will meet it.....

inside me

i always smile infront of everybody....but inside me....it is so painful
i don't know what's wrong with me..
i always like this since i were a kid

yue.moon power

queeny hah

nabilah =sakura

waktu kecik dlu kite suke sangat tengok cite sakura.tapi skang tv kite dah tak de tv animax.kalau ade kan bagus............................................

sakura

$akura

the climb lyrics

i can almost see it
the dream i'm dreamin but
there's a voice inside my head sayin
you'll never reach it

every steps i'm taking
every moves i'm make feel
lost with no direction
my faith is shaking

but i,i gotta keep trying
gotta keep my head held high

it's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna want to make it move
always gonna be at uphill battle
sometimes i'm gonna have to lose

ain'i about how fast i get there
ain't about what waiting on the other side
it's the climb

the struggles i'm facing
the chances i'm taking
sometimes it might knock me down but
no i'm not breaking

i may not know it
but this are the moment that
i gonna remember most yeah
just gotta keep going

but i,i gotta be strong
just keep pushing on

cuz,there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna want to make it move
always gonna be at uphill battle
sometimes i'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what waiting on the other side
it's the climb

there's alwayas gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna want to make it move
always gonna be at uphill battle sometimes you gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what waiting on the other side
it's the climb
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

keep on movin
keep climbing
keep your faith baby
it's all about2 the climb

keep your faith
keep your faith
oooooooooooo

me n my fwenz

my dream dresses

my dream dresses

my dream dress