homework

argh!!!!!stresssssss ...my teacher is killing me with the so many homework that they've given to us.i hate it....it sucks....homework all the time can make genuises turn into robot.anyway we're no robots,we're human so we need to have some relax and don't overwork our selves..the teachers at my school never stop giving us homework everyday...there's mountain of it.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

test

test is so frustrating .after answering it you have to wait for the result then,have to make billions corrections...i hate test the most

my true selVES

people don't know me well.they thought i'm such a goody girl because i always laugh.i never get angry at them.it just that i don't want enyone else to know the real me.well people know me as ember sakura nabilah.thre's a reason why i take that name it is because i kinda have three personality.
well ember is for anger.whenever i am angry ember will come out.the person that my friend see when i'm angry is nott me.it is ember.
for sakura is happiness.when i'm so happy i'll turn into sakura.she likes to laugh alot.n
as for nabilah is the blurr part of me.i always get blurr because i'm nabilah at that time.
no one know about this.this is just my little secret,they can never accept me like this.so i have to keep it a secret.

guys

one boy that is okay with me.i appreciate that very much.he is well older than me and kinda know how to treat me.he even say that he likes me but i can't accept that b'cause he is to good for me.it is kinda shocking because i am actually totally horrible.you can say that i am the most not good looking in the class.and i have so so so many weaknesses.i just can't believe that he actually like me.well i don't believe it either actually.well he is kinda good looking actually.hihihihihih.........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.anyway i don't want to have any affair when i'm still in school.it is kinda disturbing.well anyay i'm kinda emotional you know.i'm afraid that i can no llonger stay as frien with him.even now we do feel awkward to talk at school.we just chat through facebook.and that is kinda hard you know because i'll have to wait for him to be online and that sucks.well now i can see him as my best friend.because i can tell him what i fell.well not all of them but istill can tell him some of them and that help me loosen a bit my pressure.well there is only 5 people in the class that know about me and him including well....me and him..but i'm still not sure wether he actualy like me or not.and another things that i afraid is to break up.taht is the most scariest thing ever.and that is why i never even date a guy.i've never like them either.well i do have crush when i'm still inprimary school.i like him for 5 YEARS.that was a very long time.know thatt i think about it again ....i feel so stupid.i like him since i was 8 untill 12.that was atotal suffer for me.know i realy hate him.he is one of the guy that i hate.

the guys that i hate:

R.I.P
kebab
kim jun(malaysia
jun poyo(malaysia)
billy goat (malaysia)
jin hohohohoh(malaysia)
jin hohohohoho's older brother (malaysia)


realy i just can't understand why all the girls like them so much.they're just a bunch of idiots.argh!!!just remembering them make me sick....blegh

i hate boys!!!!!!

kiter tak suke ngan sume budak laki tak terkecuali......all of them are just the same.they don't ever know how to appreciate you.i just don't understand them.they seems like they don't care for the things that they say.argh!!!i hate this kinda guy the most.they just don't know who iam.if they know they wouldn't ever do this to me.!they're just one boy that is okay with me.