one boy that is okay with me.i appreciate that very much.he is well older than me and kinda know how to treat me.he even say that he likes me but i can't accept that b'cause he is to good for me.it is kinda shocking because i am actually totally horrible.you can say that i am the most not good looking in the class.and i have so so so many weaknesses.i just can't believe that he actually like me.well i don't believe it either actually.well he is kinda good looking actually.hihihihihih.........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.anyway i don't want to have any affair when i'm still in school.it is kinda disturbing.well anyay i'm kinda emotional you know.i'm afraid that i can no llonger stay as frien with him.even now we do feel awkward to talk at school.we just chat through facebook.and that is kinda hard you know because i'll have to wait for him to be online and that sucks.well now i can see him as my best friend.because i can tell him what i fell.well not all of them but istill can tell him some of them and that help me loosen a bit my pressure.well there is only 5 people in the class that know about me and him including well....me and him..but i'm still not sure wether he actualy like me or not.and another things that i afraid is to break up.taht is the most scariest thing ever.and that is why i never even date a guy.i've never like them either.well i do have crush when i'm still inprimary school.i like him for 5 YEARS.that was a very long time.know thatt i think about it again ....i feel so stupid.i like him since i was 8 untill 12.that was atotal suffer for me.know i realy hate him.he is one of the guy that i hate.
the guys that i hate:
R.I.P
kebab
kim jun(malaysia
jun poyo(malaysia)
billy goat (malaysia)
jin hohohohoh(malaysia)
jin hohohohoho's older brother (malaysia)
realy i just can't understand why all the girls like them so much.they're just a bunch of idiots.argh!!!just remembering them make me sick....blegh
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